Written by Andrelyn Izquierdo.
My true story.
Screenshots taken by Andrelyn Izquierdo.
WARNING: This article contains sensitive content and may be found offensive or triggering to some people. It is intended for educational and awareness purposes to help victims and their loved ones to recognize signs of Racism, Harassment, Human Trafficking, Sex Trafficking, and/or Rape. Very graphic details may include explanations from my personal experiences. If for any reason you are not ready to see details of abuse, feel free to move on and come back when you are ready. It is also recommended that you view this with a friend or family member for emotional support.
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How can racist rapist neighbors have enough power to target one household focusing mostly on a Hispanic woman that they keep trying to claim as a slave? It is the year 2023, and I'm still barely surviving because of the horrible treatment my body is enduring due to their barbaric overbearing sexually violating beliefs. They follow me almost everywhere I going or at least someone who looks like them too.
It has been happening for so long that other people have been following their footsteps and doing the same things to me. I've lost track of how many people I have told this to end up getting a passive response of, "Oh," or "Yeah," as if nothing I mentioned was alarming at all. if I try to create more of a conversation about sexual assault, then it gets mixed into their web of lies. This is why I have been trying to find more people to talk to spreading more awareness about my situation.
How can a bunch of criminals be able to bully, abuse, and rape severely leaving evidence all over the place get away with everything they are doing while acting like nothing is wrong? All of them now each other's lawns, have sex with each other and steal everything from me while they keep yelling about how they win as if I'm their prize to own. They've stolen my credit cards, driver's license, birth certificate,
car registration, auto insurance cards, tax documents, medical records, and other vital personal documents including every bit of data on any electronic device I have owned.
Even though my body has changed drastically with more lumps, full of bruises, and large blotches of blood seeping through my pants staining much of my clothing, people have not shown concern by ignoring these changes and not asking about them. So what gives?
It's now about a year since all of my belongings inside of my vehicle have been stolen along with my car while I was being chased by a lot of people yelling about how they wanted me to die and how much they want to rape me. There is no reason why I should be subjected to this terrible behavior. They violate my privacy to no end. No matter what, I refuse to take it.
For a long time, I've had to keep walking without stopping as much as I can to evade danger dodging people armed with guns, tasers, knives, and other weapons. Some had shopping carts full of wood too acting like they were homeless trying to surround me at my locations. Trucks have parked by my vehicle threatening me by publicly displaying their surplus of gas cans and large black bags they called "body bags".
On highways, intersections, and round-abouts, I was bullied by others inside of their vehicles too. My car has been bumped, cut very closely in front of, and almost fully encased in my lane by commercial trucks slowing my speed down by a whole lot with one of them having a door unlocked and swinging open in the middle of the night. With no one to turn to immediately as my cell phone chargers get vandalized and stolen while gas stations close early at night regardless of 24 hour signs, I've had to just keep going in getting away from these people.
Some of these people look familiar as repeat offenders over time or from my neighborhood and others are complete strangers who I have never seen before. I've endured so much that I just do not understand why these people are allowed to do what they do to me.
Stab and cut wounds have been done by these people leaving marks:
Along my feet especially my heels
In between and outsides of my toes
Behind my knees
My calves
All around my ankles
My neck
My elbows
Behind my biceps
My lower back
My hips
Basically, anywhere on my body, but focusing on places that I cannot see or reach unless I have access to a mirror to see the damage. I've become a lot more persistent and bolder by taking matters into my own hands by filing more police reports and protecting those reports from getting stolen.
Last year, my respiratory system has taken a major toll from the damage inflicted upon me by these sexist idiots that I tried to visit more medical facilities trying to save myself from being raped and murdered. I have suffered from heart attacks trying to free myself, but I'm grateful to be alive and still keep pushing forward. Since medical bills and records have been stolen from me along with my natural remedies/products I've purchased at stores, I realized quickly that I need to do more. They have threatened the ways I've been using to try and help me breathe, therefore the amount of reports I've made increased that I'm still trying to catch up on.
In the midst of all of this chaos, I've been trying to live my life more, no matter how much bad rushes at me, I'm grateful that God has not abandoned me like other people and gives me blessings each day I get to breathe.
If you're experiencing the same, here are some reminders to take with you:
Please #becareful and try to #besafe.
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